okay, so i decided to comment/answer some of the reviews and comments i got since i posted last chap of sol...

everyone: thank you SO much for reviewing, that’s what really makes my day and inspires me to write more. About sol… sometimes it has to be sad to be good, and though some of you disagree they can't live the 'happily ever after' part right now, there is still stuff to happen. and also, he can't just quit his job out of blue when they have been struggling with it for the longest time. it's all a process.... but have some faith and don’t abandon me, please

Bracali: it's so great to know someone from my county reads my story. thanks for letting me know you exist.

deborah misfit: don't worry, rory will snap. and it'll be huge.

Alvimu (Alba): thank you sooooooooo much. And yes, as I told you I may write a sequel to sol.

AVM87: okay, i get that you want some sex scene in the story and i’ll try to work something out. It’s just that I didn’t find it essential to the story lately, especially in the last chap. But I’ll try to write something for the next chap.

LuckyDucky: i’ve never read "The French Lieutenant's Woman" by John Fowles, but it’s great to know that someone who is really someone in literature agrees with me.
 

hey there!

so, i've already started writing the next chap but after i read a review that mentioned logan the idea of bringing him back to the story for another chapter has been playing in my mind and i can't help but think that it might be interesting. logan was interested in rory during thanksgiving and after seeing her with jess he has to feel a little jealous, after all we always want what we can't have. and rory and jess seem to be having some problems in paradise after he started working again. so what would happen if rory happened to bump into him on the streets of New York? maybe you'll find out in the next chapters maybe we'll never find out... who knows? but it's always fun to explore new possibilities, right?

let me know what you think

until next time...

hey guys!

i'm not sure reviewers know exactly how important they really are - at least to me. so, i've updated my story a couple of days ago and my wonderful readers started review and it just blew me away to know that so many people haven't given up on this story and their review make such a difference that my muse keeps playing hide and seek with me. this last couple of days it has come up to me out of the blue and given me a scene or a few lines and ran away again. but i'm not very worried, i'm sure it'll come to actually play soon enough.

also, there is something else i find kinda interesting. there are some people who write things like "i hate this situation they are in.  why can't they just be happy already?" as if i could actually do something about what is going on on the story. guys, i also wish jess had already quit his job and that they were happily married with a child on the way. but things don't happen the way i want them to. the character and the story have a mind of their own and do as they want. i just write it. and even though my heart breaks when i'm writing a particular scene i can't not write it, because it was there and it is part of their story. i hope you understand. keep writing, okay? you guys inspire me and make my muse stay around.

until next time...

hey guys!

well, actually i don't know if anyone still reads this. if anyone does, could you please send me a msg letting me know ?

anyways, today i was on the car, traveling and suddenly something amazing happened. my muse came back! seriously, several months ago it simply ran away without a note or a good bye. it was just gone and wouldn't even let me know if it was still alive. but today it came back.

and i guess it feels quite guilty for this stunt cuz it made me write next chap of SoL in a couple of hours and send it to my beta. so soon enough it should be ready to be posted and if Kerrie (my beta) sends it back sometime this week I promise to post it on the 31st, halloween as my halloween present to everyone who has been with me for the last three years, reading this fic. seriously, if you are one of my faithful readers i can only say thank you so much cuz you seriously don't know how much it means to me. and please let me know that you exist - if you do exist - cuz otherwise sometimes i think i'm just writing to myself it would be just pointless.

until next time...

so... i think i've just finished next chap of leap of faith. it's kinda ridiculous that i took so long to write such a short chap to a story, but what can i say? my muse is almost suicidal these days. it's driving me insane. anyways, i'm trying to find someone to read and give me some feedback before i can honestly say "it's enough to be beta-ed". i'll probably ask my wonder patient beta. so, there should be an update soon. yay. i guess that's it for now. SoL is going slow but i'll post it as soon as i have a new chap done.

until next time...

I know,I know... it's been a long time. Burt I've been really busy and a lot of stuff has changed in my life... it's been very complicated. However I haven't given up on SoL as some people have asked me. And I've just got back on working on it so hopefully I'll update sometime soon.
Anyways, one of these days I went to a club and listened to a new brazilian song that reminded a lot of SoL so I'm posting the translation here...
Other than that I just wanted to ask you not to give up on SoL cuz it's very much alive... just a little late.


Professional Lover

Dark hair, tall, handsome and sensual
Maybe I'm the solution to your problems
Caring and high profile

Intelligent and on call
For an intimate and discreet relationship
Make your sexual dreams come true

For any kind of transaction
No emotional attachments, only financial
And the address to reach me...
Professional lover's phone messenger

Love without prejudice
Total secrecy, total sex
Professional lover


Until next time...

god, i haven't updated in quite a while. but in my defense i had a lot going on... work, school, relationships... it all takes a lot out of me. and unfortunately i haven't had neither time nor inspiration to write so SoL's next chap is still only half done. but as an apology per se here is something that should be in next chap...

“Look, Rory, you knew I was going back to work-”

“I didn’t say anything,” she cut him off. 

He paused; he knew she hadn’t but still… “You didn’t have to. Your face says plenty.”

“What do you want me to do? Be all smiles about you going back to work?” she asked a little put off. “Listen, I’m not complaining or asking you not to go or anything for that matter, but don’t expect me to be jumping from excitement from the prospect of you going back to sleeping with other women!”

hey guys... this is going to be short cuz i just got home from a show and i'm very tired.

first of all, thank you soooooooo very much to shanellexo for making a trailer for SoL. it's just amazing and i loved it! please watch it at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Zamo7EQ84E&feature=channel_page i bet you'll love it too.

second of all, i wanna answer some comments. i haven't finished 'i wonder it i'll ever see you again" yet cuz i've been busy but i'll finish it soon. and i feel kinda weird writing about sth that actually happened but as someone said 'it makes better', i guess. or worse. i don't know. we'll find out soon enough.
and to the other person who asked how things turned out with the guy from my post 'old friends sometimes come back'... well, it was weird to see him. i kept wondering, "what did i see in him?' and 'what was wrong with me?' it was kinda funny but i don't know if i'll see him again. anyways, it was good to see him. he did break my heart, but it feels like it was a million years ago and right now i feel like i'm much better than him so it really doesn't matter. =)

until next time...

so, i started writing a one-show. yay! i know, it's not SoL. but at least it's something, right?
 
well, it's gonna be tittled "i wonder if i'll ever see you again" cuz i was studying and listening to again by lenny kravitz when suddenly i remembered this guy and i just wonder every now and then if i'll ever see him again. the way  we met... it's not a fairy tale but i think it's fic worth-y. i have half of it written down so it should be up sometime next week. it's a really short fic but there are so many true facts in it that it's scary. i'm still not sure how it's going to end; i don't want it to hit too close to home. well, i guess soon enough we'll see how it goes.
just a line to show the tone of the fic...

"he gave her a crooked smile and the lamest line ever, 'me and my friend are playing pool... how about the one that wins gets to take you out?'"

until next time...

uhm... its so weird to write here. i don't think anyone actually reads this journal but still i write which is just pointless. i guess when you have something to say but you don't know who would listen to you you just say it... to everyone and no one at the same time, no matter who may listen. specially when probably no one knows it's you who is talking. ok, i'm getting boring and confusing so changing the subject...

life is really funny, isn't it? a couple of hours ago i was feeling pretty down because of some stuff that happened and then i came to msn and saw that a guy who i was completely infatuated with in high school was online. well, we hadn't talked in the longest time and seriously, he never really cared about me , just strung me along. anyways, we started talking and he is still the same but since i don't feel the same about him anymore it's fine. so, we talked for hours - as friends and nothing more - and he's pretty nice and things suddenly didn't look so bad anymore. we are going out this week to catch up and every thing... it's just weird how we just don't take small chances sometimes that can make all the difference. when i saw that he came online i just thought "wow, it's been a long time since i last saw him" and i almost didn't call him to chat but then i thought "what the hell. in the worst scenario he'll just say 'i don't wanna talk to you' and it won't make the slightest difference in my life." and now i'm happy i did call him to chat.

anyways, about my writing. i thought that if i got depressed, then maybe i'd get inspired. that's not what happened. my muse is still MIA. but i got this really cool quote by oscar wilde and i'm trying to come up with an idea to write a one-shot inspired on it. it just might work out. at least i hope it does.

by the way, is anyone interested in making some fan art to SoL?

until next time...